goalsetter... {nablopomo day 22}

if you know me, even a little, you will know
i am a list maker...
i have an app on my phone
just for lists.
lists like:

  • Pick up
  • Groceries
  • Car
  • Movies to watch
  • Movies i have watched
  • Movies i would watch again
  • Finances
  • Music i love
  • Holidaze
  • Books i want to read
  • Books i have read
  • i want i want i want
  • Blog-about
  • Lunch ideas
  • Sizes
  • Things i want to know more about
  • Winter bucket list
  • I want to::

and that's just what is currently on there.  :)
i also keep lists in my day-timer...first...and most importantly is "yay!"
where i post little things that happen during the week that make me smile
like finding a parking spot on a thursday morning or seeing a tiny flock of birds

and last week i added a special note to myself...
a reminder to calm down.  to breathe.  to let go. 
and some ideas of what to do INSTEAD of working for
at least a little bit of the night...(and seriously when i read that...that sounds kind of sad.)
and, for the record, there are stickers...cause...well...they are stickers!
 

you will notice...i forgot to call my mother. 

but mainly for the really important things...
like dinner dates with best friends <3

so...all this is to say that I am adding a new line to the Goals list for this week.
last week was all nablopomo and calm the eff down
(seriously, that's what it said.  calm the eff down.)

told you

told you

but this week, i am adding walking...
and eating right again.  but walking...I have to got to get back to doing something
other than sitting in a computer chair.
so i have made a commitment.
and
it's in the daytimer
so it's pretty much set in stone (it is written in pen)(and not the erasable one).

wish me luck.

oh...and a kitten pic...cause...how can i not post that cuteness.

just under the wire #nablopomo

the weekend is over...

I have gone from feeling kind of caught up to feeling like a complete and utter failure and back to feeling-kind-of-caught-up but still a little overwhelmed.   

I am reminded every day of how lucky I am to have such great clients...and that sometimes things are not going to go perfect and that not everyone is going to love you...but the truth is...that's OK too.  It has to be.  Because if you can't accept that, you are going to drive yourself crazy with guilt and beating yourself up.

Ok.  Pep talk to myself complete.  ☺

Tomorrow's a new day. 

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