i have fallen behind.

flus, headaches, work,
junior high band concerts,
elementary school concerts,
work parties, family gatherings,
my brother's return, tree decorating,
all you can eat pasta nights, laundry,
endless sweeping up of pine needles,
making of many christmas cards,
watching christmas shows,
shovelling walkways,
cuddling on couch,
is where
i have been...

i have not hardly touched my camera.
i start things and don't finish...
cards half made, presents half wrapped...
i'm not sure what is wrong with me this year.

i feel an inexplicable tiredness.

not very christmas-y post, i know...
perhaps i will be back
with a
second wind.