Focus. focus. Focus. foCus. FOcus.

at shutter sisters, the word for november is focus.

and that made me think.
and think.
and think.
what is my focus?
right now.
this month
this week
this year

what is my focus.

i don't feel focus...
i can't.
my life feels like i am looking through
a kaleidoscope
all shattered scattered pieces
spinning round and round

and i am just trying to keep
the pieces in balance,
i'm just trying to make the picture

it's not a bad thing...

i kind of like kaleidoscopes...