today i am

today... i am here...

today... i am breathing slowly
and breathing deeply
trying to find my way back
to me

today... i am slowly sipping
french vanilla black tea
with a handful of sugar
{quite literally, a handful}

today...i am giving feist a chance
and finding
that i like it

today...i am aware of the
leaves blowing outside my window
and that
although i know i should be
doing laundry
and getting groceries
my heart wants to stay in
this spot
by the window
about christmas crafts
and editing wedding photos
while listening to the
wind rattle
the window screens.