seven more days seven more days seven more day seven more days

sooooooo...
in seven more days
either our lives will become ever so enriched
and we will have joined the ranks in the land of the grown ups
who OWN THEIR OWN HOUSE
finally after ten years of rejection and frustration and tears
or
in seven more days
we will be shattered once more
only this time
will be much crueler than any other time
because they will have actually have let us beleive for the last 2 weeks
that it was a distinct possibility that
we would actually
get it
this time....
case in point:
my husband drove by the house today
(the house we are proposing to buy and have been approved for financing on)
and there was a SOLD sign on it
well YAY if the sold sign means us
and...well, i'm not really quite sure what to say
if the sold sign is not meant for us
except that my next entry will probably be from the mental ward of my local hospital
for i will surely snap
and crack
and pop...
rice crispies...

oh...and all of my snap crackling and popping will probably
be aimed
directly
at ms fucking-up-my-life-i-know-it-was-our-own-fault-but-i-don't-care-mcgregor
heh heh

heh heh the giggle of the somewhat embarrassed

soooooo...
i have installed
haloscan
after hearing bathroomreading guy talk about it in a couple of place
heh
but
the funny thing is
i don't know what it is
or
what it does
nor how it is supposed to benefit me
hahahahahah
i'm a loser i know
but i'm ok with that
heh heh
so...if ya got any hints clues tips or tricks
trust me
i won't be insulted if you fill me in

welllllll...yay

heh heh heh heh
i've been redeemed
by the blood of the lamb
i been redeemed ...
heehee
sorry...shades of meryn cadell
i don't know what that just jumped into my head
since
i haven't listened to her
since
about 1991...

but
i was very excited to see that someone
read my blog and actually put it on their reviews
(heh heh of "bathroom reading" but hey..i'll take what i can get)
(i lost my dignity long ago heh)
and they were also gracious enough to notice my (heh heh)
"edit me"s
still in the links
CAUSE I JUST FIGURED OUT HOW TO DO THAT
heeheehee
i give new definition to the word newbie
(is that term even used anymore???)
heh heh
doing a little "somebody reads me" dance
haha
sad and pathetic i am
but
what the bloody hell...

the perils of watching dr phil...who knew?

a conversation caught between daddy and son:

son "rotten fish is a bad word"
dad "no...its not"
son (very earnest and serious) "yes it is...its a bad word"
dad (very puzzled and also serious) "no...its not"
son (getting upset) "YES it is"
dad (exasperated) "who told you that?"
son "mommy"

to which i was completely puzzled (being the mommy in question)
and said "no...i didn't tell you that"
and he said "remember when i saw dr phil..."

sudden flashback
to a couple of nights ago
while i guiltily snuck in a little dr phil watching
and bighead happened to wander thru the living room
just as one woman called the other woman
nasty bitch...

nasty bitch/rotten fish...close enough