5:32 pm....

end result?

WE GOT THE HOUSE WE GOT IT WE GOT IT WE GOT IT WE GOT IT
I OWN A HOUSE... I OWN A HOUSE...I OWN A ...
actually, well, my husband and my dad own a house
but what the hell
NOTHING CAN GETME DOWN RIGHT NOW
I'M SCREAMING FROM THE ROOFTOP
i own a house
i
own
a
house...
i
have
a
key
to
a
house
that belongs
to
me

12:39 same day...

eeeeekkk...
my husband has just gone to bring
the lawyer
the certified cheque

the mortgage broker is supposed to call
and drop off the keys

good god
we are this | | close to being
grown ups
hahahahahaha
i'm delirious
i'm still in shock really
i'm still in don't-talk-about-it-don't-call-anyone-don't-scream-it-from-the-rooftop
cause you might jinx it
mode
heh heh heh
but
pretty excited nonetheless
:)

9:40 am

feeling kinda nauseous...to the point
where even my spelling is compromised
its only an hour later...
still no real word
other than that-"there is no word"
heh
minor setback
which might delay it all is what is making me
nervous
a question from the finance company we are dealing with
which
when looking at the big picture
is actually quite absurd
but anyhow
that is (unfortunately) not my call
and would probably do them or me no good
to hear my scathing bitter anxiety ridden opinion
regardless of how
right
i actually am
sigh...
pulling out my hair..one by one by painful one

feeling a l'il ill...

8:40 am

good god
today is the day
the day the day the day the day
today is that day
that day
the day that can change alot for us
today is that day
if there was ever going to be
a day
to change alot about our future
days
THIS
would be that day
i thought i would be a little more excited
by the time we got to this
day
but i'm still so bloody damn nervous
and worried and anxious
that
i can't enjoy
the
(THE)
day.....
please say yes please say yes please say yes