creepy in a hitchcockian-the-birds kinda way

i'm at the computer
which is nowhere near a window
and can hear this strange chittering schreeching kinda noise
so i go to see if the kids are doing something
but they are not
so i go to the patio door
where the sound intensifies
threefold
and then i see at least 6 big black birds attacking each other on the ground
and one huge bird takes off with a mouse or something
and the others follow
attacking and screaming
and this goes on
all the way around the house
with the big bird landing and the others attacking
and then they all take off again
swooping and diving
and scaring the bejesus out of me
even tho i'm safe in the house....

my mother once called my father at work
and told him to come home
because the tree outside the window was
full of birds
and she was scared
and i laughed at her
but...
i'm not the one laughing now

red rash...

hmmmm
my 5 yr old just came in
and he is
covered
in a red rash
that my husband thinks might be heat rash
and i really don't know
what the hell it is...
its not itchy
but he looks pale
and tired
and has a headache

i hate things like this
uncertainty
and worry...

sigh

hurray for sunshine...

its sunny out its sunny out its sunny out
:)
when its rainy i feel lethargic and slow
but when its sunny...
i feel like i could pack the whole house
in just one day
i can leap tall buildings
and do alllll the laundry
i am immortal i can dodge bullets and
make a nutritious lunch
baha
i can also snap back to reality

move over hasbro....

cause my five year old son is going to be the next
inventor of popular games---

evidence?
just heard in living room-
"hey, wanna play jokey-joke-joke-joke-jokey-joker?"
which consisted
( from what i could observe)
of him sitting on the arm of the couch
and the three yr old girl i look after (princess)
trying to push him off....

pure genius he is

feeling much better about life in general...heh

went to the new house yesterday
and instead of finding yet another bill we can't afford to pay
i found a catalogue from sears on the step
AND a catalogue from vesseys seeds
in the mailbox
yay...
so now i am content to spend my quiet spots of this rainy and dark
thursday
daydreaming and planning
what and where and when to plant...
yay
:)