i believe...

inspired by rachel at metaphorical magpie...

i believe that good pens can inspire new thoughts.

i believe in the power of lemon meringue pie to make the day feel better.

i believe in sesame street, in kermit the frog,
in the philosophy of ernie and bert.

i believe in wishing over traintracks, in the car, fingers crossed
on the window, feet lifted off the floor.

i believe in love, in love at first sight,
in one person only, in monogamy,
in longlastinginsicknessorinhealth...for-good-or-for-bad.

i believe in music as a soundtrack salve for life.

i believe in forgiveness, but i also believe some things
are worth holding a grudge.

i believe that grief is like an onion, with layers anew
for each added life experience.

i believe my glass is almost always half full.

i believe in not always telling the truth,
not if it's going to hurt someone else.

i believe in calm, in retrospect, in self awareness,
in the moment.

i believe in consequence.

i believe in magic, but i also believe in proof.

i believe in saying i love you everyday, without fail,
no matter your mood...because you. just. don't. know.

i believe in santa claus.

friday-i'm-in-love...

with pretty, happy mail
and random winnings...
which brought this to my doorstep...





you can see more of this here...which the inspiring blog i won it on...

also in love with:
a surprise box of mike and ikes from S.

a little bit of sun today...which meant i could play with the camera

inspired by this list-making cutie and this roller-derby-sweetie
i broke out the journal this morning and started writing...and
found that i had really, really missed it.

sweet surprises...


friday night,
this guy
{whom i adore...}
brought me home
a
surprise...

the canon rebel xsi...
with an extra lens


i am soooooo
excited...
{tears were involved}
and soooooo
intimidated...
but i love it...

it is going to take some getting used to
{size alone...wow...}
but i can't wait...

now if only the sun would come out.

my up-down-up-down kind of day...

up:
i received a package in the mail
{photos to follow when sun comes out}

down:
in my haste and excitement,
i spilled the vial of glitter.

up:
i was able to save most of it
after some careful scraping and
maneuvering.

up:
i had an opportunity at something
that could have changed a lot of things
for me.

down:
not only did i not get it,
but i was told i missed it by only one mark.

up:
i found out there is a week long writing workshop
45 minutes from where i live...and anne marie macdonald
is going to be one of the guest writers!!

down:
it costs 850.00.

up:
you can apply for a "bursary" and maybe go for free!

down:
the cut off date for the bursary was july 15.

up:
the sweet woman from the workshop emailed me
and told me that anne marie macdonald is going to
be doing a public reading...which i WILL be going to.

up:
take out for supper last night.

down:
the drive thru wasn't working, they ran out of meat (!!),
the girl that took my order forgot my fries, forgot my pop...

up:
i realized all the mistakes before leaving the restaurant.

down but kind of an up in my little lorax heart:
the guy never showed up to cut down the trees...
:0)

just that kind of day.