forces are working against me.

its a storm day.
i have my own computer
not needing to be shared with the whole family
for once.

the hell with it.
i'm reading blogs.
i went for 2 days.

the more i thought about it yesterday
the more i thought,
this is where i get my inspiration and ideas,
this is what gets me excited and makes me think...
when i wasn't reading anything,
i spent all my free thinking time
thinking about bills, the kids i look after,
my own kids...i wasn't getting anywhere on "me"...
and it was bringing me down on top of that,
i'm done...
i'm back