i should be in bed...{nablopomo day 25}

day 25 of nablopomo
and i am just under the wire
with only an hour to spare...
typing this when i should really be
in bed...

today has been a better day
and it was nice to get all that support...
sometimes things just don't want to add up.
but today was sunny
and bright and smooth...
and i wish i could put it in my pocket
and save it for the next time
things go so horribly wrong
that i find myself
laying on my bed
sobbing into my pillow like a kid...
thinking it's just. not. fair.