day two...

well, this is the second day for me of
reading deprivation week
and so far, so sucky.

i called a truce with my alter ego
that i would do reading deprivation week
on some conditions:
i would only do it monday to friday,
not seven days.
i will post and read comments on my own blog,
its not like i am at the point where
the number of comments i receive is
excessive
(however, i LOVE my comments and all
the meaningful things said :) :):).

but it is killing me not to be checking up on you all...
i feel like a bad friend...
i will be reading everyones on saturday,
(or at midnight friday, teehee)
i promise.

i did finish knitting another whole dishcloth
however
in my free time.
and today i will write some letters to
accompany some cd's that will soon be
mail bound :).

bloody rotten hell...julia cameron is making me cross...

well.
this.
sucks.

i just read the chapter for week four of artists way
and it is
(are you ready for this?)
(cause i certainly was not)
(dumdadadum...)
reading. deprivation. WEEK.
week? week. week?? week.
w e e k.
weak is how i feel.
i work at home. with kids. at home. all kids.
and me. at home. all the time.
and they cry. and they fight.
and they puke all over themselves.
and they have stinky pampers that
occasionally go RIGHT up their backs.
and they pick their noses. often.
and they have runny noses. constantly.

i need support. i need to read.
i love to read. i need to read blogs, if nothing else.
if i don't read blogs for a whole week,
i am going to be soooo behind, i will have to
take the whole next week off just to catch up.

sorry...got lost daydreaming about the concept of
a week off...heh heh.

so...heres the thing...ya think all you people on my left-->
(or is it my right, i always get confused)
anyhow...you know what i mean...could you all
podcast your blogs this week and send them to me
and i'll train the kids to open them for me
and then i can just listen and know that there
is life out there, in the great beyond, beyond
the walls of stinky pampers and thick green mucus?

just thought i would ask.
heh.

ok..i know i'm late for corners of my home but....




i just had to share this...
my husband built them
on plans we drew up together...
there are bookshelves on the side of mine
(the one with the older computer, heh heh)

they are not finished yet
we are going to add shelving above
but i'm pretty happy so far...

and then the next venture?
possibly curtains
haha
or a finished stairway...
the possiblities are only limited by
imagination...
oh...and money, of course.

what is up with....

this new wednesday-crippling-headache phenomenon
that i seem to be experiencing...
i had one last wednesday that put me down for the day
and another one yesterday that started at 5 am
and lasted til 9 pm...
and not a "workable" type of headache either...
a "give me some effing demerol" kind of thing...

and now today,
the echoes of it remain
making me afraid to pick up a book
or knitting
or a pen and paper
or anything requiring thought...
(except that i had to check the blogs...
i missed yesterday, i couldn't go two days
in a row...what were you thinking???)

waaaaahhhh...
go away bad headache.
bad headache.
bad.
:(